Wednesday, October 20, 2010 @ 9:21 PM
Hi world!! Sorry for the lack of update... Was busy with lots of things lately... By the way, I have finally finished up my Report!! YAY!! =D Super happy!! Heehee...Anyway... I've just got back from my IKEBANA workshop!! It's really fun!! =) Flower arranging is a form of art too don't you think?? =) Oh right... Main topic... Everyone know that during the third year of studying in Polytechnic, we'll have to do a Final Year Project right?? And right now, we are choosing our team mates and the project that the team want to do. So... this is what happened to me.... Bad and Good things.In the beinging, my "friends" Daphne.W, Phyu, Hui Ying and I discussed about the FYP and "confirm" that we should be in the same team. And after we had "confirm" about the team, a few of my closer friends asked me to be in their team too... Of couse, I've got no choice but to reject them because I had already confirm with my other "friends" that I would be in their team. There is no way to betray them right!!??Okay... Then a few days later, the BIG DAY for the FYP briefing...In the morning, as usual, all of us went to eat Breakfast together... See how "close" we were right!? =DSo... I asked them, "Hey, for the FYP there would only be the four of us right?? Any more people want to join us??" =)Daphne, "We got ask Hafidah already. Later you go ask her."At that point of time, when she said that, I knew there's something fishy going on.... *I acted innocent the whole time and waited to see what's going to happen and played the guessing games." Okay.... After breakfast, I went back to class and MSN Hafidah and told her that I am joining their team too. And well... She kept quiet... *At that point, I already know something was wrong and was expecting the worst* *I am not stupid.... or should I say I have too many exprience on things like that already*During lunch, I asked Hui Ying to help me asked the rest to go eat together. And... well... Hui Ying (She's in my class) said she need to go look for Hafidah (The girl opposite my class) first. *At this point, all hope is gone... I am starting to think of what will happen next. For example, all of them go for lunch without me and "discussed" about me??* After QUITE awhile (Which confirm my hypothesis), Hui Ying came back and said that the two of us just go for lunch without them as they are still busy with work. So... I ask Hui Ying," Well... Do we need to take away food for them?" *I did this to check her reaction* Hui Ying looked kind of panicked and said there isn't a need to.... *Haha... By now, of couse I know there isn't a need to!!! =D* After that, I kept asking her the same question and see if she'll tell the truth... But, I am a rather impatient person. So I just asked her directly, "Hafidah and the rest don't want me to be in the team right??"And everything was confessed to me. *Yes... All of them went for lunch WITHOUT me, and Hui Ying was nice enough to eat lunch with me.* *Oh!! And they were "Discussing" about me joining the team too... Just be straightforward... It's talking bad things behind me.*After all that, Hafidah still got the cheek to come and "Apologise"!? HELLO!!!! What are you apologising for ah!!?? If you are sorry, would you still do this in the first place!!?? Oh well.... I am lady luck, when something bad like that happens, some thing even better will happen!! =D Sandy (A girl that I actually prefer to team with) asked me to be in her team!! Yay!!! I was so happy!! =D I still prefer my W16E classmate. Somehow, it just feels like a family being with them... I really miss everything of W16E.... Anyway... The only thing that I'll admit STUPID, is I am STUPID enough to trust them. This is a warning to ALL of you ah.... Don't be so stupid like me to trust them. Hafidah, Daphne and Phyu. Well... As for Hui Ying... I think she should have opposed to the decision if she is a loyal friend... But... I don't want to make things difficult for us.... After all, we are in the same class and I think she is a nice girl too.Ahh~~~ Feels sooooo good after saying everything out... Thanks a lot blogger!! =) Now I can brush everything off my shoulder. I am cool~ Tomorrow is a better day!! =3Extra:You believe me or not is not my problem!! Maybe you will say something like...."Eh!! That malay girl is wearing tudong leh = nice, innocent and religious girl. She don't do something like that okay."Ya... Fuck it man!! Fuck you!! =)
